You might have noticed I haven’t written as much lately as I had done in the past. It’s not for lack of things to say, but purely not knowing how to say it. You see, since I started my Electroconvulsive Therapy I’ve lost my a lot of my perspicacity. I try reaching for words during a conversation, and I just can’t find them anymore. I’ve never had that problem before. I’ve always been particularly verbose and speaking to people has never been an issue until now. Now during a conversation, I blank completely. I just can’t find the right words and I’m stuck completely. It’s making me feel like a complete idiot. I feel so embarrassed when I can’t articulate what I want to…